Post by PainfulMe on Aug 28, 2008 0:19:22 GMT -5
No one can judge whether they could handle things better unless they walk in exactly the same shoes as the person going through it. It seems there are many strong in this world but also many weak, too. Does not the Bible speak of the strong helping the weak? Yes, it is possible for some people to come to the place they really REALLY can NOT take anymore and that is the place I am at. I see so many others suffering and that along with my own very real and very painful suffering makes me really wonder if God really does care? Some get His help and some don't. And no one is really worthy of it. I am allegic to most meds so I suffer very real very painful physical pain every day of my life and from many physical problems. I admit the pain gets so bad that I lose faith and doubt God's love. After all you would never allow someone you love to go through so much pain if you loved them and if you could do something to help them. I use to believe God would not allow anymore on someone than what they can bear but I no longer believe that People like me don't need to be shunned, we need lots of love and help even if it seems to do no good. It is almost easier to believe there is no God than to believe there is a God that allows so much suffering when He has all the power in heaven and earth to help but doesn't in so many cases. Well, if my negative attitude offends anyone, I am truly sorry, but believe me that pain level in so many areas of my body is MORE THAN I CAN BARE AND HAS BEEN FOR YEARS. A lot of my physical problems are rare and either the meds don't help, or I am allergic to them, or they actually make the physical problems worse. I do believe God expects too much of us even though I would not mind enduring some of what I have!! And I realize the great pain Jesus went through for us but he chose that and that does make a difference. Thanks for reading my long post.